I found this picture of a castle today, I think it’s in Greece? I’ve wanted to live in a castle since I was little. I can’t think of anything better than waking up to this picture every single day, but in real life. So pretty :) I’ve been staring at it all day.
Yesterday was one of the shittiest days I’ve had in a long time. I don’t even know what to do with my dad anymore. I feel like giving up, but I don’t want to abandon him. At the same time, I know I’m a fool for thinking that he will ever change. It sucks getting older and coming to the realization that your parents aren’t as great as you thought they were when you were little. I know that I can’t fix his problems, and trying to will only drive myself crazy. But don’t I owe it to him to atleast try since he raised me? I wish my granny still remembered me so I could talk to her about this.
As if coaxing my Dad away from suicide yesterday wasn’t enough, I got into a car accident about 10 minutes later. Luckily no one was hurt, but it was honestly the scariest experience I’ve had in a long long time. Giant work vans/ SUV’s / whatever are basically guided missles. It sucks that my car got smushed, but atleast it wasn’t me.
Do the things you used to talk about doing but never did. Know when to let go and when to hold on tight. Stop rushing. Don’t be intimidated to say it like it is. Stop apologizing all the time. Learn to say no, so your yes has some oomph. Spend time with the friends who lift you up, and cut loose the ones who bring you down. Stop giving your power away. Be more concerned with being interested than being interesting. Be old enough to appreciate your freedom, and young enough to enjoy it. Finally know who you are.
– Kristin Armstrong (via raindropsonredroses) Via TEA5POONS
I’m starting this blog with no clear purpose. I’m not sure who will read it, what I will write about or what I hope to get from it, but I’m excited to find out :)
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for the days when I feel like I've lost everything
